DA...i got some shitty news...and though no one probably reads this...its a way to vent...
Okay the news is...
I think...I might kill myself...
YA YA YA I'VE SAID THAT A LOT but now...i've tried...about 5 times...
For about a month now...I've been suffering from really bad melt downs,like i start crying and just curl up and...jesus...
Also I've been hurting myself...
and NO not with knives, I just have like bobby pins, and i've sharpened them, just sitting around in the bathtub holding this sharp little sliced...I dunno just no blood, but it stings like a BITCH!
No one really knows, or notices, like I hate my art class, cuz my friend wants my other friend to like him, so he 's always like "The rest of us are going into the new year with boyfriends and girlfriends, and you aren't." "Yeah. I know.Thanks." Just...I dont need it rubbed in my face more that I'm ugly and stupid, so thanks asshole.
Anyways, on a very happy topic! Fluffykeko, ya she got a guy. He seems okay, there are a few things i would argue with her, but its her choice not mine.
I did a remake of Meiko, just the text, hope it looks better. :3 Also, about before.
I love this song, the girl with the black heart, but said the whale, its a pretty...pretty song...like...i'm in love..XD
My teacher let us listen to music, and saddly got me into this band.
STUPID TEACHER GOT ME INTO BAND!!!D<
hm...nothing else, reading...see ya DA, or not